I am 32 years old and live in India.
I was married to an Air Force pilot . He was perfect in many ways-very intelligent, lovable and very dear to everyone around him. He was excellent in all indoor and outdoor games-squash, table tennis, badminton, cricket, carom, chess and so on. He would excel in his job, too. We were happily married and after two years of marriage, we were blessed with this angelic girl baby. I thought God loves me very much for he blessed me with this beautiful baby.
But ten months later my husband died in an air crash. Needless to say, I was shattered. But I still remember those last few months of togetherness. We were happy, but there was this unexplainable sadness inside me-like as if something was going to happen. In the early morning hours I used to hear footsteps of someone in their shoes walking around the house. I would search in all rooms, thinking my husband probably returned home early, but there would be no one. I remember this drove me so crazy that I even asked my neighbor if they heard this noise. They did not. Then one day, as I was folding clothes in the bedroom, I saw an aircraft burning in fire and coming down with great noise, in my peripheral vision. When I turned to take a direct look at it, there was nothing. I ran out of the house, went to the terrace, and saw a clear sky. I was baffled. That was the time I thought I had gone bonkers.
These and many more strange incidents finally culminated with the tragic death of my husband alongwith twenty other people. But what intrigues me even today was my meeting with a stranger immediately after my husband's death. This lady who apparently was clairvoyant was totally unknown to me in the crowd. She suddenly comes to me says that she must convey some message to me. She said, "Look, he will not let me go unless I tell you this...whatever...I do not know if this makes any sense to you...but he says he has reached a transcendental level and is safe...you do not have to worry about him...also he says it was similar to reaching sexual climax, but much more."
Was it really my husband saying those things? What did he mean by transcendental? What did he go through...after death?